Of those of us who do believe in God, there are rewards for this experience. This is a place to be yourself for God and the human race. There are people who have a second idea of what is possible rather than just one idea and no other. These are the people who use something different than what has been previously. They are not the people who do mandatory things but are the ones who do think their way towards ascending an idea to God. There are those who believe the only way towards a better life is through an evil path and those who know that the only way forwards is to ascend your life and love towards God. It is almost like what would you prefer, the honey or the anthill. I can never believe those who do not realize there is more to life than lack of love.