Past the shadows

Nicole Page-Smith, writing and photography

Past the shadows

The time it takes to love God is your life, a lifetime. God is the time it takes to be yourself. God exists beyond a time known to man because God is infinite and time, an infinity. An infinity of time can equal God. 

Infinity equals the void and we keep travelling with God towards our immortality, the immortality of the soul and through space, to find time. The infinity of God and the void of the universe can take us to the Holy Spirit of ourselves but we keep on going. The void of space is time and God. You keep seeking God in space and although, God is the whole universe, time exists. Planets grind away on their axis like crumbling old masses of rock, groaning a loud noise as they orbit the Sun, battered by asteroid showers and meteorites they eventually stop turning but the Earth does not notice and, is happy for longer days and, nights, in shadow of the Sun. All the planets fall a little every year and move slightly on an elliptical circle. The Sun died millions of years ago but we live in the shadow of the Sun.

The Earth fell through space and kept falling and, as the Solar System reduced itself to nothing, an infinity was created and, a God. God is infinity and time but all is vacant space in the deep void of space where all the stars and, the Sun disappear to equal zero time and, a nothing of space. How could we live in the light of an infinity? We are a universe and a cosmos of understanding exists within human beings. We are shadows and like our shadow are the Sun, beaming a light to cast a shadow. In the shadow of our universe, we live but in light of the Sun. If there was a sunny day in the deep void of space surrounding Earth, God would know and smile down on Earth. We live in the void of understanding of existence with God being our guide. What is the past or the present when a future, exists? Expanding and contracting with life and death issues, our existence on Earth and, God, we move forward, past the shadows.

 

God is time

Nicole Page-Smith, writing and photography

God is time

Time exists outside of ourselves in the space surrounding us or the void of space. Can existence be timed? We lead a life only to die but is the event of life, timed? Is the occurrence of being, an event? Time appears to travel backwards to suggest time existed. Life exists without time and maybe to record an event in the history of time or to project an idea into a future place, time needs to exist. Life and the passing of days seems timeless. Ageing is like the predisposition of gravity as well as a process the body has to endure seemingly, unnecessarily. Events can occur but are not bound by time or place. Time feels like a manufactured, manmade, product. Does God exist in time and space? For God is time and space and the void. To exist not to exist could take time. Time is God.

Is God space? Does every person have the same place for God? God is the time it takes to know God in your heart.

Time is. Time is one. The love you feel in your heart is God and the one, time God is at the forefront. Your heart reads time like a clock for time is God. Our Earthly mortal existence is time and our time on Earth is for God to decide. Our heart dies in the knowing of God, for God is time in our hearts. We know when we are going to die. God dies in your heart if you do not love God but also because you have to die a mortal death. We pertain a mortal soul and the notion of time equalling God. Time is our mortal existence and does not exist in space because of the immortality of God. God is time.

 

To exist

Nicole Page-Smith, writing and photography

To exist

Time is lightyears beyond our understanding. Time is not in existence because of the rising of the Sun against the setting of the Sun in friction with the day or night, where the stars appear with the moon rising to the East. We exist in a non-existence of time. The Earth grinds on a daily basis around the moon to equal the Sun. We only exist in time. If there was not time, the past, present or future would not exist. We would exist but simply for the sake of existence. Gravity is the killer of time and we die to live. Living and dying we are in existence of God in time, a life is momentary. 

We do not exist in space as though in a flash, Earth and the human race have been and, gone. Other planets may also have disappeared but being so far away could have already gone and are so many lightyears, away, we can still see them. Disintegrating in time you feel the Big Bang occurs on a regular basis but not always on the scale as the last creator of our universe and the cosmos, surrounding us. The universe is born, again and expanding and, contracting is limitless and, unending, the infinite universe expands and contracts like it is breathing. Living and dying are our example of breathing. Would we be aware of the Big Bang if it occurred and an explosion of life, matter and cosmological, growth, continued? The mortality of life.

Time equals space and we continue to live without time but in space. Perhaps, time is altered by the expansion of matter but not by its contraction. Death is final and we feel our mortality. An age or a time survive in a past but we look forward to a future and we live for a present as the Milky Way spans across the sky, at night. Does time stop when you die? Our mortal soul lives on but a past seems just as relevant as a future or present moment, in time. We live in a non-time for time to exist.

 

In time

Nicole Page-Smith, writing and photography

In time

Infinity is as long as it takes to get from one universe to another as universes are infinite. The finite understanding of time gives us a beginning and an end for a history to exist in but when contemplating the universe at large you tend to look backwards to a past to an age of the planets, Sun and the moon and, at the age of the cosmos. Although, stars, being younger, somehow speak of a future as stars are born in the Milky Way. When thinking of time, how long planets or the Sun have existed in the sky appears to be the contemplation. Perhaps the Christian view of planets and stars surrounding Earth takes you to the bible to a central view of the universe. You could imagine the cosmos of understanding is more, vast than first anticipated as we continue to orbit the Sun and the moon shines brightly in the night sky. Time could simply equal star constellations changing in the night sky from one day to another. Time feels like an illusion.

The illusion of time ticking away looks backwards at the clock, we think retrospectively and contemplate God towards our unknown, origin. Where we came from is ourselves. Human beings are the universe and a result of all that is past, present and future. For the human race, human beings are all human beings really think about. Other species of organisms are only focused on their own species, also. Time does not appear to exist on Earth, either and initially was a human invention or way to record the seasons, the cycle of the planets and the moon. Time pieces were used to describe the Sun or the moon, moving across the sky for seasonal planting of the grain. Plants probably naturally move from the left or right in their appreciation of God and his light, flowers bursting into bloom upon sunrise. There is an illusion of time.

Time does not exist on Earth with the Sun and the moon. The illusion of the Sun or the moon died a million years before human habitation on the Earth and the other known planets in our Solar System would be responsible for blocking the light of the Sun or the moon in shadow of the Sun. Our earthly comprehension of time is only in existence because of gravity. Spactime warps all concept of time in space. Gravity is our clock and our death for the gravity of Earth pulls us to our death but more to the death of time. The very earth we walk on is our death. Spacetime reduces time to a standstill because of gravity. Our bulk or weight as a physical mass on Earth not only gives us a human existence but, allows us to stand upright making us vulnerable to all the concerns with a physical presence. We are our human shape because of gravity. The universe has formed human beings and fashioned them into the shape of God as our creator over the thousands of years of the human race and millions of years of the Earth's existence. Our universe does not exist in time.

 

 

Time is infinite

Nicole Page-Smith, writing and photographs

Time is infinite

Infinite time continues beyond space to the end of infinity. Can time be infinite in space? Time does not exist in space as the space filling the void has no present, past or future and is denied time. Lightyears could tell the time if they knew. Can planets and the Sun tell the time? You could imagine the planets and the Sun groaning away in outer space, spinning on an axis on a daily basis. Time would not occur to the Sun and neither would night and day occur to Earth. Perhaps, Earth is peculiar in its position in the Solar System in living in shadow of the Sun. What happened before the Big Bang? Our whole Solar System reduced itself to a single point only to explode and to create the Universe as we know it as though the stars are the memory of the explosion, stuck in space. Although, human beings may be an example of how the Universe operates, only to live and die, has the universe expanded and contracted ad infinitum or is there no memory of a past other than ourselves? If we are a memory of a past does the human race have a future? Is the beginning and the end of time one and the same? Time would know the answer in space if time existed in space but you feel the air surrounding us may not have a memory of a time or space. Infinite space.

Time lands on the ground and equals the ground we walk on. Earth can give you a history of itself but why did Earth occur? Why was there a beginning of time and will the end of time be a long time, away? Infinite space in its divine reflection of ourselves could tell, if infinite space could tell the time. So, to exist in time and space may not be a possibility. Time is warped in space and expands only to contract like matter to then reach the void of space. You could then ask, does matter have a memory or any inclusion in time? Our lives are so temporary but one second could equal a lifetime in space. The heavens shine down on us in anticipation of an answer about time or space and continue to breathe along with us. Time does exist but when compared to an age, you would feel infinite space is too old to contemplate a time and cancels out the necessity for time to exist at all. Space could equal time but time could not equal space. 

When time equals God do we take ourselves to the void of space? Time equals God and space but both are infinite. A void of understanding may equal our lack of knowledge of what surrounds us in the Solar System but the Solar System and all the planets exist inside the body. So, if we look deep inside our bodies, we should know every aspect of the universe and a cosmos should equal our understanding. Maybe as we only have limited understanding of our bodies and their functions this give us only a limited understanding of the world and all of the surrounding universes, for infinity. You may contemplate if God is infinite along with the universes, we exist in, why in our organic state of being human do we have to die and expect the whole human race to perish, one day? Why is the human race so vulnerable to its environment on Earth? Time is infinite.

 

Therefore, infinite

Nicole Page-Smith, writing and photographs

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An infinite understanding of time could be time itself. Time reaches the infinite and continues to God beyond time and, space to the end of time. How can time end if time is finite? You may have to ask the beginning of time for an explanation of the end of time but the finite variable of time would be the answer. Infinity equals God plus one.

God is time and the infinite. The mind travels to a certain point in the infinite and appears to go no further as though time stops. Perhaps the distance to God is beyond time and space and keeps going past infinity to another universe. If we were to stretch our imagination past infinity, would we reach an end? Is there an end past infinity?

Infinity goes beyond all time and space for infinity but time begins and, ends infinitely for time is the finite variable of infinity. Time ends in infinity. Time begins beyond infinity in the endless space past all the known immensity of the cosmos and continues. Infinity cannot end but time begins and ends in the finite understanding of time. Infinity is the past and the future and, has continued to the present. If infinity were to last forever then universes would last to the end of infinity and beyond. The expanding and contracting of the universe maybe similar to breathing and we may breathe a sigh of relief, all will continue to the end of infinity. Time can be infinite past infinity but stops beyond our understanding of time and begins, again. The beginning and end of time are therefore, infinite.

 

 

The infinite

Nicole Page-Smith, photographs and writing

The infinite

Time is the human limitation, a very human limitation. However, the essence of our mortal existence is time. Expanding gravity, we produce a negative energy. The negative effect of existence is our death, gravity not only holds us together but tears us apart. We exude death in every step but a death of gravity in time. We become anti-gravity and anti-matter in death and time but spirit matter. Time and matter have a different relationship to matter and, time. The only positive aspect of being human is we die to reduce the negative matter of space. The waste product of our existence in space is our energy or the gravity of time in space. Our God. If gravity were to be reduced from the Earth's atmosphere the human race would not survive but you feel our very existence on the Earth is our depletion but death causes gravity. Time in space does not exist. Gravity is time and gravity is space.

If we were to contemplate space in relation to gravity you would find time. We spin on an axis around the Sun accumulating gravity and this gives us a day or night, the clock face of time. Space creates gravity in its negation of space similar to the properties of a blackhole. In a blackhole time can be reduced to nothing. Time is limitless.

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In relationship to our concept of time we contemplate God. The infinite.