Andrea Mantegna, Minerva Expelling the Vices from the Garden of Virtue
(detail), c. 1500-1502, Musee du Louvre
Probably the only people who could tell between gorgeous people and those not wanting anything gorgeous in their hearts would be Saints or God himself. Maybe you have the information in your heart already before you are born and it is a matter of attaining this knowledge with the life you lead, almost working back to front. We must have some purpose for being born with this sort of purpose but we have to obtain the information from God so that we can pursue his goal with divine purpose. Mean and nasty people who do not follow Gods divine plan are at risk of not going to Heaven. You would imagine God not wanting these people anywhere near Heaven. Happiness is something that can be obtained with God and love not hate and Satan. One has to pursue ones dreams regardless of how difficult any current people are going to make your life. There is no reason why you would not be able to pursue the life of an artist or scholar, they have to be two of the most gorgeous gifts of grace God could provide and some of the most positive things you could use.