Nicole Page-Smith, photographs and writing
Time for gravity
Stars collapse into the infinite but to equate a human being to a star should not be as difficult as it sounds. Human beings are in memory of themselves. A blackhole is the memory of a star. Memory would suggest a time factor so, if we called a star's existence and nonexistence a life or death, we may understand the human being element but not the life of stars. Matter must contain a memory. However, we fall into the dark matter of space and the substance of a blackhole. Time is slowed down inside a blackhole and sometimes goes into the reversal of time perhaps to erase the memory of itself but not totally. We are in the remembrance of the universe. Human beings do not appear to have aged, at all, they are the same human beings but change from a life to a death only to be reborn another human being. Stars collapse and die only to be recreated out of their own stellular substance but we live in the memory of stars. Do we exist at all for spacetime? Perhaps we only exist in memory of time but not space.
We exist. Existence is like the curvature of spacetime created by gravity, especially near a blackhole. This begs the question about existence on Earth and the curvature of our existence towards death or nonexistence, gravity pulls us to the grave. The memory of our human existence appears as though not only an afterthought of God but does not exist in space. Time travels to an infinity and disappears in lightyears to planets and stars so far away, our existence on Earth is longer than the duration to God. Infinities of universes and galaxies have existed in space but not time, curving with the sound waves of space but, God is silent in the heavens for the angels, they only sing angelically. Silence prevails and although the dinosaurs may have been wiped off the planet with a single asteroid or meteorite bigger than Earth, the impact to the Earth's atmosphere may have been silent only to change chemically and become the waters. Dinosaurs feel like our ancestors but, appear to have lived in a future, time. Perhaps spacetime and the enormous pull or curvature of gravity has pulled Earth through time to make a memory of the human race or dinosaurs exist. We do not exist in space.
We exist in time. The space-time, time warp is gravity and as gravity takes us to the earth, we lose time as though being sucked in by a blackhole. Dinosaurs may have existed millions of years ago but we hold the bones of dinosaurs. Earth appears to exist for human beings in time for gravity and the warping of time by spacetime and, by gravity, would explain why the Earth feels as with other planets, billions of years old but as though nothing has happened in general time since the Big Bang. Time has stood still since the inception of our universe and the galaxies spin around the Sun as with the moon and the stars orbiting around the Earth and our cosmos. There is no time in space but time exists for gravity and has weighed upon us from the first habitation of human beings on Earth. God weighs upon us in the heavens with the angels and we float off with the clouds like the weight of the water before it rains. The space around us is in a vacuum as though the forces of gravity did not exist. Floating off with the clouds we drift off with the ether. Human beings exist on Earth. However, time has not elapsed in space. We are the same human beings as the cavemen, human beings evolved from but dinosaurs hold our future as human beings hold our past, tugging as though with a tug-of-war with time, gravity and space. Time may not exist in space but time is gravity. We may only exist in time for gravity.
