Nicole Page-Smith, photographs and writing
A memory of the star
Orbiting stars in heaven continue to inform us of the beginning of our universe, the cosmos and galaxies surrounding us for seemingly eternity but having existed there in the Milky Way from the beginning of the creation of Earth and all the planets we know to exist as though their constellations spin around in our hearts. Every cell has its own constellation and the heavenly stars are reflected in our bodies with the continuing motion of the planets as though the Sun had expired into a blackhole and is pulling at our Solar System like age pulls you towards the earth. The daily routine of human beings on the planet is almost like the movement of planets and the stars in the heavens. The Sun died billions of years ago and we live in memory of the Sun. You are made to feel that one life on Earth is longer than the history of the universe because of relative spacetime. Time does not exist in space.
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We are posed with the question of existence. Why do we exist? If time does not exist in space, then perhaps our existence is only spacetime, we exist on a curve of gravity. Time slows down and possibly goes into a reversal in a blackhole but the depth of a blackhole or the width is several lightyears wide by an infinite depth. If the infinite depth of a blackhole is like the experience of a human being, we could probably equate time. The experience of being human is infinite.
Time is the variant. Infinity almost goes beyond time because you reach the infinite. Stars collapse into infinity and become a blackhole and human beings die to become a memory. Therefore, a blackhole could be a memory of a star but not the opposite of existence. The forcefield of gravity produced by a blackhole bends time, maybe the size of a blackhole could suggest time but the universe and all the galaxies surrounding us are infinite. The spinning of planets on an axis around the Sun would make you feel the Big Bang caused our cosmos to begin but works on the same principle as a blackhole, continuing to spin and attract gravity for billions of years or as long as our galaxy has existed. Changing from star to blackhole creates a memory of the star.
